Friday, August 12, 2016

My Gift

I'm outside with the puppy & he's refusing to leave the patio.  

He's laying down staring at a corner of the yard...not afraid...just curious, watching something.

In my mind when I looked at that corner I saw the outline of people gathered.  Some were just standing around & others were like pacing or walking about.

I'm not afraid because I know they are my family.  But I am frustrated....because their presence is stopping the puppy from going potty, which when we were inside he indicated that he needed to do; which is why I brought him outside.

Thursday, June 23, 2016

Number Signs

I keep seeing the number 5 everywhere lately.  Along with the numbers: 7, 6, & 8.

According to Doreen Virtue's Angel Numbers they mean:

5: change is coming

6: let go of material worries/cares focus on spiritual 

7: luck

8: infinite, your prayers have been heard and are being answered.

Saturday, June 18, 2016

My Gift

Yesterday I saw in my mind my Grandma, her face was older (as I knew it to look), but her hair & body was younger.

She was playing baseball with her brothers & her cousins, and just as she did in life when they would play, she was pitching. 😃

Tuesday, June 14, 2016

Personal Experience

My Mom and my Cousin (the one who can communicate with the other side) have both been hearing Polka Music in their minds.

According to my Cousin, she's been told the music is being played by my Grandma, Grandma's Brother, and some of my Grandma's cousins.

I've heard some of the same type of music, but not as much or as often as my Mom or my Cousin have.

Saturday, June 11, 2016

Personal Experience

On the way home from work Mom heard the same type of music & singing that she heard the other day.

Personal Experience

Two days ago, while at work, my Mom heard old time Polka music, in the style her Aunt & Uncle would have played it, in her head.

Thursday, June 9, 2016

Personal Experiences

My Mom the other morning, early heard knocking three different times, single knocks each. She found out later that one of the three spirits that where hanging around across the street with the spirit of my biological grandfather, came back and rushed into the yard. So the relatives protecting us, basically fought this spirit, and their fighting is the knocking my Mom heard.

Over Memorial Weekend, we went to visit the graves of family members. We stopped at this small, forgotten, old cemetery....I mean its not totally forgotten, someone mows the grass, but no flowers are ever placed, the stones are left to rot...

But we stopped there because my Mom believed we had family buried there (we didn't). Spirits followed us home, some good some bad; and were circling our house. That night and the next morning our puppy was going well as we were getting on each others nerves....yelling & snapping at each other & the puppy for no reason.

So that next morning after our visit to the cemetery, while the spirit of my family members cleared out the unwanted spirits, my Mom, myself & our puppy got the heck out of the house and went for a long drive.

Two days ago, my gift expanded even further. While watching my cousin who is a musician, perform, I saw black curtains around him. Then yesterday, while he was performing again, I saw those same black curtains close in front of him.

He's in his 70's and hasn't been in good health lately.

My other cousin who can communicate very well with the other said, said (after I told her about the curtains) that this musician cousin, is the next to pass on, according to our family on the other side.

This gift is not all its cracked up to be.

Also yesterday, during his second performance, I saw his parents, who were also musicians, performing on stage with him, and they passed on years ago. My Mom also felt a cold breeze go past her during one of his performances, and there was no logical source for this breeze.

I guess its a good thing that my gift is growing...but I'm not sure I like how its growing.

A few weeks ago, my puppy out of the blue turned towards our fireplace & started doing his "I see someone" bark & growl. I knew someone had 'popped' in. Same thing happened three times last night.

When that happens I say out loud, "please introduce yourself to Po (our puppy), and could someone he recognizes appear please to reassure him this new person won't hurt us. Please and thank you (I always say please & thank you when dealing with my family spirits....just because they're dead doesn't mean I shouldn't have good manors or not be respectful.)."

Our Puppy is very sensitive to spirits and weather. And the increased activity with my cousin's potential passing, and spirits protecting us, and change in the weather...he's been going a little bonkers lately. Only thing that seems to calm his down is car rides. He falls right to sleep....too bad gas is soo expensive.

Saturday, February 13, 2016

Personal Experience

On Tuesday of this week, while in that state where you are not totally asleep, but not completely awake, I felt a woman gently tapping me on both sides of my face under my chin, and before that, heard a man say something in my ear, but I couldn't make out what he said.

Tuesday, February 9, 2016

Personal Experience

Last night I dreamed that a cousin who recently had some health issues, died.

In the dream, I saw him walk through my late Grandma's house and walk through her front door, and in the dream when I saw that, I knew he was a ghost; because in the dream my Mom & I were getting dressed to go to his funeral.

Only problem, this cousin I dreamed about, is still alive

A second thing that happened was I felt a woman tapping me on both sides of my face under my chin.

Sunday, February 7, 2016

Personal Experience

The other night I smelled perfume or perfume scented bath powder.

It was so strong it was making my eyes sting.

Tuesday, January 5, 2016

My Grandma's Only Personal Experience

This event took place in March 2013

My Grandma had gone to bed, and my Mom & I were still up, watching TV. Around 1 am, my Grandma came out of her bedroom, to the living room and said "are they gone yet".

My Mom and I looked at each other, then at her and said "is who gone?"

Grandma looked at my Mom with that "duh" look on her face & said "the two men who came out of your bedroom."

Apparently laying in the dark, in bed, my Grandma saw two men walk out of my Mom's bedroom, and walk to her bedroom and stand in the doorway and look at her.

Now my Grandma wasn't afraid of many things, and if she was ever afraid she never showed it; not even when her first husband was beating the tar outta her. But this, this scared her so badly that she hid under her blankets like a little child.

Well after assuring her, there were no men in the house, we finally got her back into bed, myself promising her that I would not let anyone hurt her (now that she has passed, I deeply regret that I did not sit in her bedroom with her, at least until she fell back to sleep, cause it was clear she was scared.).

Once she was back in bed, my Mom and I, still in the living room, began talking about what had just happened. While discussing it, we clearly heard a female voice, coming from back by the bedrooms (and no it was not my Grandma speaking). No we could not make out what was being said, but, by the tone of the voice, who ever this woman was, she was giving someone hell.

Needless to say no one got much sleep that night.

Come morning my Mom, quickly contacted a relative who has been able to communicate with spirits, her whole life, and this relative said, the two men Grandma saw had come to take her home that night. They'd come to assure her that it was okay to let go, that she didn't have to worry, that my Mom & I would be taken care of. That they never dreamed they would scare her that badly.

What about the female voice my Mom & I heard? Well according to our relative, that was one of my Grandma's Grandmothers, and she was yelling at the two men who had come to take my Grandma "Home" that night. Why was she yelling at them you ask? Because instead of taking Grandma "home" they scared the life outta her.

So my Grandma was meant to die in March 2013, but because the spirits that had been sent to bring her "home" scared her, she lived until May 19, 2015.

Monday, January 4, 2016

Personal Experiences


While I was driving to my Aunt & Uncle's on Christmas Eve, my Mom off and on would hear singing. And there was no radio playing, no music of any kind playing. And I didn't hear a thing.



My Grandma sent me a Christmas gift and a message from Heaven.

My Aunt & Uncle got me this necklace as a present

The words wrote in the box are lyrics to the song "You Are My Sunshine" which is the song my Grandma used to sing to me when I was little.

I truly believe this was a finally gift from my Grandma as well as a message from her.



My Mom saw my Grandma sitting in her chair in the living room. It lasted for only a few seconds, but she saw her.



My Cousin told us that her little Grandson, (who like her, is very gifted and can communicate with and see spirits.) told her that "Great Great" (which is what he called my Grandma, as she would be his Great Great Aunt.) was with him a lot.


The other night, my Mom & I both heard "Silent Night" being sung, it only lasted for a second or two. And there was no music source.